Something has changed. I am becoming averse to people. I really dont know why. But I just am. I hardly ever login to ne messenger now.. Been equally long that I wrote a proper long mail to anyone. Not met any friend in person for so long. My phone is particularly enjoying the luxury of being unimpeded! haha
But its a life without regret! I like being by myself. :)
Sometimes I think that I had had an overdose of people. Too many. So much that I had stopped responding to my own needs. I had become people-driven.
Sometimes we create a lot of problems in our life just by talking too much.
I want to do the Advanced Course of Art of Living in March, in Rishikesh. Its going to be so much fun. Hopefully I will come back from US till then.
Rachita's parents are here.. And it is so nice. Feels good..You know, the mere feeling that someone tells you - "hey, come home soon in the evening ok.. we'll be waiting for dinner" is so wonderful.
I sometimes think that I'm missing such basic wondrous things in life, and I dont know for what.
For a job? For designing chips for IBM? For money? Is it all so indispensable that I am forgetting how to smile?
But its a life without regret! I like being by myself. :)
Sometimes I think that I had had an overdose of people. Too many. So much that I had stopped responding to my own needs. I had become people-driven.
Sometimes we create a lot of problems in our life just by talking too much.
I want to do the Advanced Course of Art of Living in March, in Rishikesh. Its going to be so much fun. Hopefully I will come back from US till then.
Rachita's parents are here.. And it is so nice. Feels good..You know, the mere feeling that someone tells you - "hey, come home soon in the evening ok.. we'll be waiting for dinner" is so wonderful.
I sometimes think that I'm missing such basic wondrous things in life, and I dont know for what.
For a job? For designing chips for IBM? For money? Is it all so indispensable that I am forgetting how to smile?
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Yeah...all this for a job...and ofcourse for sweet money :)
Greeetz!!
Its just life, lady... when you lived with your parents bugging you to "come home early for dinner" and all that, you probably craved for the life you live now. and now that you have lived this life long enough, the former seems so very pleasant. "you don't know what you got until you say goodbye" types situation...
:)
Cheers!
rOCK0n!
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