Something has changed. I am becoming averse to people. I really dont know why. But I just am. I hardly ever login to ne messenger now.. Been equally long that I wrote a proper long mail to anyone. Not met any friend in person for so long. My phone is particularly enjoying the luxury of being unimpeded! haha
But its a life without regret! I like being by myself. :)
Sometimes I think that I had had an overdose of people. Too many. So much that I had stopped responding to my own needs. I had become people-driven.
Sometimes we create a lot of problems in our life just by talking too much.

I want to do the Advanced Course of Art of Living in March, in Rishikesh. Its going to be so much fun. Hopefully I will come back from US till then.

Rachita's parents are here.. And it is so nice. Feels good..You know, the mere feeling that someone tells you - "hey, come home soon in the evening ok.. we'll be waiting for dinner" is so wonderful.
I sometimes think that I'm missing such basic wondrous things in life, and I dont know for what.
For a job? For designing chips for IBM? For money? Is it all so indispensable that I am forgetting how to smile?

The last three days were so wonderful!
Kinshuk was here.. and I spent good time with him.. Missed work on Friday, despite heavy schedule of releases and loads of work, that I was answerable for!
Thankfully a nice and helpful colleague promised to manage things for me on Friday..
May God Bless her! :)

Mom n Dad would be coming next Monday and I am going to be having a whole lot of relief.. !
What with not having to cook breakfast and dinner for one whole month!! :)

Have to go for a relatives' wedding to Kerala in the end of the month - which I am NOT particularly excited about! I was, a couple of months ago.. but not any more. Dont know why.
Why I am excited instead is that I am going to wear a typical mallu set mundu or kasavu naeriyathu and also wear flowers in my hair -- something which I've never done before! Not supposed to be all that cool up North!
The thought of doing somethng like this sure releases my "lets-have-some-fun" hormones!! Thats quite a relief! :)

backgrnd - "Art of Living CD" - Bhajans
/me -

Ctrl + Alt + Del

Ok, its time that I restart blogging. haha!
I have been - honestly, genuinely, really, frankly - held up with all sorts of things in life!
Including - loads of work at office + making methodical career moves + getting the 'relationships' curve straight in ma life :) and having NDEs!! (Near death experiences!)

(Ok, the last one was for effect.)

You know whats killing? That you want to do a particular thing, but mother destiny takes away the "time" dish from ur platter!! and you go boohoo!!

I am not surprised that I am bunking work today, and going for TShirt shopping with Babitha!!
Have big plans this weekend, and I gotta squeeze this Tshirt painting spree in between those hours!!

wokay! so I sign off. Hopefully will blog next from my newbie laptop, which my manager gleefully endowed upon me!

PS - Its strange. Nearly half the time I am on my comp, I feel like theres someone standing behind me.
I feel haunted. :-\