hehe. ok, the anticlimax was - that I dint get thru the next round! *Sigh*..
nevertheless, it was quite an experience! :)..

Yesterday, I met up with Shalini.. She was travelling from Coimbatore to Pune.. on her way to the new college! The train stops at Bangalore station for 20 mins, and there stood my chance of seeing her..:(
It was quite a sentimental situation. I mean, yeah, I am talking about it like a story now.. but yesterday, I wasnt quite aware of what was happening to me... It was a weird sorta feeling.. When I hugged her, one last time, before she got into the train.. I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks..
I tried to fight that feeling.. but it just wouldnt go! I relented to it.
A kinda sensation, that I havent felt for a while now...like a part of me was going.. felt so stolen away.. :(

I miss her.
A lot!
In every single little thing I do!! We had a world of our own.. And now everything looks shattered.. or well, so I think.. *sigh*

People come and go.. but life goes on..
You feel angry.. you scream, you shout, you niggle, you hate people for doing "it" to you, you hate yourself for loving them so much... but then you yield to it.
You yield to what life has given you.. or rather thrown at you..

I thought I was cool, when it comes to handling people and relationships.
I was SO bloody wrong!!
I slump at it BIGtime. Neither do I let go, nor do I want them to come bck!
Shit! I am feeling so messed up right now.
To hell with everything!


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