finally he called. 20 days! 20 full days.. seemed like ages. i decided to share my anger. he knew wat i meant. he kept laughing.. i felt weird..
no more words. no more discussions. coz i understand. and he too.

ahem.. work in office doesnt exist. or u can say that the enthusiasm to work doesnt exist. okie.. lemme see wat i did today...

• i sourced new_pks.tcl file in the PKS thing..(physical knowledge synthesis)
  
• drank coffee
  
• i analysed all the reports that were generated.
  
• drank coffee
  
• i changed the target slack in the tcl script to 0.1 and observed the changes.
  
• mailed rajiv..( he wrote such a sweet + sentimental mail in the morning! i was touched,.. and i wondered, yet again.. that y do i hv to behave unreasonably at times!)
  
• mailed roopa!! (she is a sweetheart..:))
  
• bugged prat(fellow IBMer) abt a coupla doubts.. and discovered grt things abt timing analysis for ASICs.
  
• mailed rik boy. spoke to him on fone too...
  
• read a pdf /afs/blr/tools/.... blah blah..../cadence/synthesis/syn1.pdf - utterly amusing!!
  
• chatted with sind and anadi..on YM.
  
• orkutted.. particularly 'chennai rulezz' community has a funky game - so played it for a while..
  
• drank coffee..
  

oh yeah. i kept playing 'nothing else matters' and 'the unforgiven' and 'sad but true' and 'until it sleeps' in this order.. repeatedyl!!!

metallica is good for bored souls!! :-)) . (suggestion noted??)

lipi has come back from States.. she called today.. it was great talking to her! she is a darling.. :)

i received a parcel from home.. they hv sent me a nice crisp white salwar.. from the material i bought from ashram! i hvnt been able to see it.. coz in office now.. plus my cutie parents sent a nice grey leather wallet each.. for shalini and me.. with our names printed on it! my mum wud hv done that funky printing!! good good!

shal has not been around ever since we have shifted in our new house.. i am missing her. been 2 days since we sat together n discussed how to decorate the house.. u know it became like a regular topic of discussion! we are both very excited to explore new ways of interior decoration!!

today for lunch.. saurabha and rachita and me went down to my house.. and I cooked lunch for them.. made dal, rice, sprouted beans...and curd.. it was nice...

these guys hv come up with a suggestion that i shud cook everyday for them.. in the morning before i come to office....

i hv an alternative career :-)

this reminds me.. that i hv to make a recipe book for kaps! shit i miss talking to him. really..

that stupid teng id doesnt seem to work at all.. and i am perturbed where all my mails are going.

umm... i dont want to go home.. shal wont be there.. :((

i dont want to stay here as well.. i hate work. :(((

rikhil refused to do the AOL course.. i dont like it!! but he has his own judgement and i shudnt be complaining.. but then i feel.. that he must do it. ok.. chuck it.

its been 3 months since i last spoke to nitin. i miss him at times. and feel like doubting my decision. my mind is very funny okie.. it says different things at different times!! i dont feel like trusting it anymore! may be , i wont remember him again. a decision is a decision. :( . let me try and be indifferent to every thought , every idea... every feeling.

umm.. its going to be 8 now. i must get going. wil go and cook some nice thing for shal! :)

alu paratha!! she will love it!!

:-)

cya later sugz...!