down memory lane..

madhav came down from kochi today.. and i had the most amazing time with him.
we rememebered all Bitsian days.. which i had forgotten over a coupla months..
we spent the whole day together.. went to IISc... discussed literature.. discussed Indian Politics..talked about philosophy.. talked about lives.. it was such a pleasure.. just to be with him.. :-)
he is leaving for Chicago for his MS.he is one dude in physics.... and all i remember about my physics courses with him was the disastrous seminar i had once given on "Spintronics" (this is where-in, u use the spin of the electron, +1/2 or -1/2 , for storing digital information of 0 or 1) . shit! it was the most hilarious one ! my prof later told me to join dramatics club rather than trying ma hand at science! it was so freaking embarrassing!! :-D

life is okay otherwise. getting along...
was listening to this - the whole of yesternite ...lovely song....
" I believe, that there's something deep inside
That shouldn't be from time to time..
I sure found out, thought love was such a crime
The more you care, the more you fall
No need to worry, no need to turn away
'Cause it don't matter, anyway ......

When we touch, I just lose my self control ...
A sad sensation I can't hide...
To love is easy, it ain't easy to walk away...
I keep the faith and there's a reason why, yeah
No need to worry, no need to turn away
'Cause it don't matter, anyway...
baby ..."

:-(

why me?

i dont know why it happens with me.. almost always...
life sucks.. bigtime!! i just wish some truck runs over me soon..
:-(

life does go on...

life.. is kinda funny. its when we think we can do without a thing.. is when we realise, that it is pretty much indispensable! on the other hand.. things that seem utterly important.. tend to lose their significance over a period of time..
the irony - is overwhelming!!
me is beginning to get fried in blore now!
not been home since december!! dont ya think its kinda sad..? :-(
me is literally crossing dates on the calendar.. and waiting for my parents n sis to come here..

me is sad...

an interesting month that was...

While turning the calendar page today, I realised that this month was full of vicissitudes.

• My birthday bash (!!) ;
• followed by the 'not-so-gr8' and tacit developments at office & hence the 3 night-outs in deep despair...sigh :( ;
• 'Animal Farm' (by George Orwell) & its disturbing effect ;
• preparations for Jisha's wedding ;
• realising yet again that 'faith' is the most essential part of any relationship ;
• and then the Cochin trip to wind up the gamut...

Meeting up with all ma friends at Cochin was actually quite rejuvenating..(me smiles!), particularly, this really good friend of mine whom I met after almost an year..

He'z the best kinda guy you'd ever meet.

Intelligent? - Welcome to the land of 9-pointers!

Witty? - Should u wish to even 'think' about matching his sarcasm, u need to have the ready wit of Winston Churchill urself!

Mad? Crazy?? - man! can I forget all the madness we did during those elec classes in the last sem!!

Ok Ok!! Now before you pack your bags and book that plane ticket to Cochin to go meet him for a cup of coffee, there's another equally interesting, although infinitely jarring nugget of information that I am gonna reveal..

He's a nut. (No groundnut, walnut.. but a whole-full-big coconut!)

Extremely competitive.. he couldnt stand, me getting that extra 1/2 a mark in that freaking analog tutorial! Infact, when I didnt know him well, there were times, when anything more than 5 nanoseconds with him, would send my blood pressure to Alpine heights!

I remember, sitting all day and fantasizing about scratching his flank with my room keys!!

Gradually, such fantasies faded away.. and i could manage to strike a balance..( after all I did need to borrow those class notes from him!)

Now, I quite like him for what he is! :-)

hmm.. so that was flash back.. now coming back to the main theme..

The month finally ended with an enlightening discussion with Shalini about Vegetarianism vs Its opposite. Right from the 'ecological balance' to the 'protien content' of meat, to the 'taste factor' - we discussed all the parameters possible! not to forget the 'moralities and the righteousnes factor'.

All this was triggered off, since Abdul consumed a squid and was struggling with his stomach thereafter! ('his' stomach ; not the squid's, u dodo! ) hehe...